I chose to drink and do drugs — no one forced me. I wanted to feel "a part of" and fit in. I did not think anyone else understood me. Alcohol and drugs bridged that gap, for a while. Or so I thought. I got sick and tired of being sick and tired. I had maxed out all my credit cards, sold 3 houses, and was in danger of losing my job of 25 years.
I gave up and gave in. I reached out and there was help. I learned I am not alone. Many others out there are just like me. I do not have to worry about staying clean and sober the rest of my life, just today. I know I have a good shot at that as long as I ask my Higher Power for help and guidance in the AM. Maintain an attitude of gratitude throughout the day. And thank my Higher Power before I go to bed. I work the 12 steps, stay in touch with my sponsor, go to meetings, read the big book, sponsor 6 men, own and manage a 3/4 house (Unity House) for recovering alcoholics and addicts, and practice the 12 step principles in all my affairs. In return, I have God in my life today, and am truly grateful to be alive. Thank You.
. . . Anonymous